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okay look listen, and listen good okay?
no matter what you do i will not go back with PJ unless i have actual feelings for him. yes some of you havn't tried making me and i appreciate that. Want you all to understand that yes i love jamal, no i'm not going back with PJ. Some of you guys knew i went with PJ to stop having feelings for jamal (and you know why) and because of my family too... it didn't work...infact i thought of him more and liked him more... So what if he never has feelings for me, so what if i never end up being with him. You all know i'd love that to happen but i dont' expect it to, and some/most should know why. You all know me since childhood or since you moved here...simple terms a long time. Love you all and would do what i can for you. But i will not go back with PJ and stop loving the one i love. I know you wouldnt' like it if i told you to do so. And no worries i won't get hurt again (not like 7th grade at least..). i love you guys....

Ps.
to the ones that arent' tellignme to or anything i thank you a lot...and apreciate it..