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you love someone...then you dont' love them at all... emo ...
once more i've been given reasons to call quits...loving people...caring...just everything...including life...lets elaborate on this yea?

I'm sick and tierd of loving, caring, doing what i can for the ones i love. when things dont' go right they complain, tell me off, get really pissed off. I'm sorry i didn't PROMISE i'd do it i said i'll try. grew so sick and tierd of trtying to please everyone, of changing for people and don't things i dont' want for them. Everyone has problems, everyone. I'm sick of havign these friends that expect me to be okay with every stupid s**t they do, to be completly understanding despite what it is. That put guilt on one and take things to their advantage. and only talk to you call you their best friend when it comes to their plesure. i'm sorry did you guys really think i'm that stupid not to realise your little tricks???

once i had my uttermost respect for you guys now you guys lost it. i can't love people like that, you. i don't give a ********, go ahead and through your life away do what you want i'm not even goign to try to stop you anymore...much less contiplate if i should.