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...every single night i leave my "home" and go with some friends or just climb the roof and look up at the sky....one of the few things that calms me down...today has been hell....i've been crying for most of it.... 1- two year death aniversery of Charlie...2- guy i seem to love says he'll be dead by his 21st b-day (which is next saturday)....3- i feel so alone as if with out friends despite the fact i have many... emo i can't think straight....what one calls life is slowly killng me...only reason i even live is because i still feel there is hope...or atleast can be...