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I wish yu were mine, I wish i wasn't forced to spend my nights lonely && crying, I wish I could turn back the hands of time,I wish this clock of misfortune I call my life would unwind, I wish I could erase the hurt I feel every time I hear yu tell her you love her, I wish I was in her place, yu seem to put no1 above her, how did i get put in this situation, how can I love you so ******** much, & yet yu don't even know, you know I like you, but yu don't know to what extent, because I hide my emotions && don't let them show. I wish I was tha 1 yu call boo, tha 1 who yu make luv to, the 1 you give your all to, the 1 whozs always beside you && not behind yu, I eidh yu knew exactly how I feel, I wish I could let myself tell yu && keep it real, it kills me inside to know that yu like me, buht yet && still yu love her. These tears fall because I know that I have no1 to tell me they love me && truly mean it && it hurtsz like hell when your feelin this feeling. Yu comfort me && tell me not to cry, tell me I don't need a man, buht still I'm wishin yu were minesz, how can I not cry when he isn't the only reason, I cry because I'm lonely, I cry cusz I'm hurt, I cry because tha 1 I love && give my heart to ******** with muh emotionsz && treatsz me like dirt, I cry for alot of reasonsz, alot of reasonzs unknown to anyone besidez me, buht most of all I cry because I wish yu were mine && not hers.