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It's hard when yu love someone, buht yu cant bring up the guts to tell them && then when yu finally feel like your ready to tell them, it's already too late, yu kept pushing it off, saying you'd tell them at a later date,maybe you didn't realize how much they meant to you, buht now they've walked out of your life, just like so many before them did too. I don't want to live my life with regret && right now I feel so incredibly dumb, my entire body is going numb, I wish yu could read this poem so you would know exactly how I feel, I would kill to be with you, just to be able to hold you && run my fingers through your long, curly hair. I would rather die than to see tears in your eyes, I'd do whatever it took just to make you happy or to brighten up your darkened skies. I'd take a bullet for you, but you walking out of my life has brought out the worst of my fears, we've only been talking for mere months && yet, I feel as if I've known you for years. For you to stop talking to me over some bullshit is unreal, I wish I could tell yu just how I feel, but now that your gone the way I'm feeling is indescribable, I can't take it && I can't deal. I can't believe I'm never going to hear your voice in my ear again, && I can't believe this entire, horrid situation I'm in, I feel as if my hearts lying on the floor, broken again, && now I must feel this way day out & day in. How can you take me out of your life, && replace me with someone else? I don't know, but I guess this is just the hand I was dealt. It's obvious that you don't want me && that you want my best friend, so why lead me on && let down my hopes over && over again? I wish I could of said this to you when I had the chance, but unfortunately it's too late && anything we could of had will never be given a second glance, I wish I had you standing here before me once more, so that I could take yu && with yu I could have my last dance.
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