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Questionsz
When is it time to say goodbye? Is it long after yu thought you'd taken yuh last cry? How can yu say your last wordsz to your love && watch tha tearsz fall down from their eyes? Is it okay to fall for their friend,when he keeps you coming back over && over again? Can you say bye && live with memories of the relationshipsz history? Is he cheating? Does he really love me? Will he always pull the wall over my eyes && continue to lie to me? Will he ever change? Will I ever find the right 1? Or will my tears && sadness lead me to tha barrel of a gun? Am I taking tha right path? I wonder if I'll ever find my other half. tha one to sweep me off my feet, tha 1 with an 'I love you' && a kiss I'll always greet, Will him && I ever meet? Is it impossible to find true love? Is it possible to find somethin as pure as a snow white dove? Is it ok to leave you behind && let what we had just slip right by? Is it ok to do this to your best friend, even when she's done it to you over && over again? Is it ok to let a perfectly good relationship decay? && is this 'good' relationship not worth keeping? Is it ok to betray? Am I meant to be alone && am I strong enough to journey on my own? Will depression seep over me && consume me? Is my heart locked in a tomb without consent && unwillingly? Is it okay for my heart to be in agony but my body to be in ecstasy? Am I being blinded && is it impossible for me to see? Will I ever be happy or will I always be angry && upset? Is it ok to stay with someone for the simple fact that he knows exactly what to do to get me wet? Will he even care if i leave him? Or will he just move on && act as if nothing has happened? It isn't like he gives a s**t in the first place, or at least he doesn't act like it, this s**t is like a joke to him, to ******** with muh emotionsz buht yu don't see me laughing. Will he ever open his eyes && luk around at tha bright blue sky? && will this help him realize he has something gud buht he pushed it to tha side? They say absence makes the heart grow fonder buht that isn't tha truth in my case && all absence does for me is make tha love I still have for him shrivel up && disappear at an alarmin rate. && for him will my heart eventually be filled with hate? What isz love? have I ever felt it? Has it come && slipped away without me knowing? Why is it pain I keep inside, yet happiness on tha outside I am showing? My pen may be running out of ink buht yet these wordsz are still flowing, should I keep going? There's too many questionsz && thisz is too hard && how long will I be emotionally scarred? Tha answers to these questions I don't know buht I can't think of anymore, so now it's time for me to go.
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