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I don't know how I got myself in this predicament && I don't know of or see anything in sight that's capable of fixin it. The only thing that could fix it is you, I never thought I'd fall for yu like this, who knew? I don't know what to say in my situation && I don't know whut to do, all I know is he's not my weakness, my true weakness is you. I know this must be so wrong, buht yet it feels so right, I wish you were the 1 to take me in your strong, muscular arms && protect me as I sleep at night, I try to tell myself 'No, you can't feel this way', buht try as I might to shake this feeling it will not go away. I wonder how you can my skies so blue && make everyday a new && on the other hand make me so sad with words said, only a few. It's as if you took me from the heavens && dropped me back on earth && even though I tell myself to stop crying these tears, it doesn't work because the truth is... I love you, I just wish you felt the same way too... I can't believe it but slowly && surely I've fallen in love with you. When you talk about finding someone special && someone to hold you down, a tear always falls && trickles down from my eye, because I want to be the one you love, tha 1 you put no1 above, your 1 && only, the one to have your back, to ride && die for you, to keep you happy && help you stay on the right track, the one to give you the sun && the moon, if your mind && soul was a patch of flowers, I want to be the one to help them bloom, the last voice you hear at night && the first in the morning, the 1 to give you exactly whut you want when your horny, the one you call baby, boo, sweetie, whatever... buht sometimes it feels as if all of this will happen...never. It's not just the fact that your my ex boyfriends homeboy, it's the fact that my best friend wants you && I don;t want to do that to her, even if she's done it to me, I don't want to be the one to take away her happiness, if I could, I'd let it be, but my heart won't let me, I want you too much && all this s**t is just too hard yuh see? I want to take me mind off you buht it won't flee, I just think about conversations we've had, the way I feel when I talk to you, && basically how I want you so bad.





 
 
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