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....Its a fair warning
Okay i'm seriously not feeling too happy, and wont be for a few days.... NO it isnt the damn monthly torture, something else... My selfesteem is officially very low.... thus i wont be happy, i might(more then likely) not show much affection... i feel so ******** ugly, for a girl. Honestly you people wouldnt believe how many times i've been mistaken for a guy today! And then we bumped into one of my older brothers friends, she keeped lookign at my, and i started talkign with her then out of no where she asks "HE is your BROTHER? you two GUYS look a like" Am i that un-feminine for people to think i'm a guy, i had girl clothign on (well jeans and a t-shirt with a jacket) when we told her i was a girl she freaked and started apolagizing liek hell and said. "Girl let me help you find some good clothing. You got to look like a girl. i'm sorry and also something to show a little something on the upper area, will let people know better you're a girl" i was seriously offended....since she worked there she kinda had me aroudn the store lookign for shirts and skirts and pants...bleh i only baught two shirts....and they are no where close to what i like to where....... Not just that little insedent...SIX girls asked for my number today saying i was a cute GUY, or that the like their MEN looking all tuff....When i told them i was a girl they didn't believe me...i had to prove it to them (yea you can guess how) SO yea cause i was mistaken for a guy many times today my selfesteem is low...honestly i feel liek i'm a very ugly girl for peopel to actually consider me a GUY! not just one person, but many people, heck at times even family members think i'm a guy at times...and this isnt the first time,...its been goign on for about 4 years... So if i ignore you, dont show much care, or something...I'm sorry but i'm in no damn ******** mood...and wont be....
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