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Well latley my dad has been treating me like major crap...and i found out why.
He's been drinking again... He promised me on his mothers grave tha the woulnt drink anymore.. I found bottle of liquor HE drank, and i say him buy a huge a** bottle..he drank half of it within 30 minutes. My mom is right when she says he sees him mom in me...we look exactly a like (i look like her when she was young only diffrence is that she had majorly dark skin and i have light-ish tan skin). So it hurt him to see me soo much while he was apparently drunk.. Now he is tryign to make it up to me. I swear he bought me this bad of stuff i wanted (not saying what..). And right now he just got me almost everythign i eyed at the store... (though i put everythign back at the end.) You people wouldnt believe how much he tends to spend on me to get my forgiveness. He bought me this three gold braclet once(damn small thing is ******** expencive). Rachael is right...he loves me...but he doesnt know how to be a good father...


But anyhow i rejoice..
Today I got to see Jaime. You all remember him? He was here during eighth gade then left and now is back! YAY! lol he told me he was a great cook!...wanna knwo his numer one dish? Its cup noodle soup, the one you put water in it then in the micro. Hahaha...I finaly got a hug from him,YAY YES! (he never gave me a hug in eighth grade). Also cause Juan and i were joking around in German, he also wouldnt stop tickling me crying ....then i might go to his house on Sunday to show him how to make one of my recepies!(Milk chocolate Cream filled cookies, very easy thing to make). Also cause rachael said she woudl be able to take me to this place i asked her to take me last week, its going to rock!..well if my parents say i can go.. (dont worry Rach i'll tell them we're goign to the museum..which we will afterwards). During the assembly Liz and Tabby harrassed me crying ...they were grabbign my legs...that my sentitive spot...sexual wise, so tabby and liz dont do so again. And me an Juan where passing a note full of madness...bwahh he and i got seperated in chemestry, not i'm stuck to a highly anoying pain in the a**! But rejoice once more, i passed my Geometry, BUIS/IMM, and English 2 P-AP TESTS!!!! WOO HOOO!!!!! Downer...i dont knwo if i passed Algebra 1's test. Rejoice with though talkign to Carolina about sertain explisit stuff i wont say. haha, so ummm...only thing that will make my day rejoice with out going back to downers if "she" says yes, and i hear "him" say he loves me....lol