Uh Oh...
Sorry I didn't get to post on Friday, but I was pretty darn busy I have to tell you that. But Friday was really really big... everything has escalated and I can't help but think this may have something to do with me and my big huge mouth.
Ok, so here's the story. KayKay, Cutesy, Cookie and I were getting totally excluded again from the group. As a matter of fact, Dirty Love even had her back turned to me. It was annoying at first, but I eventually got over it and tried not to make a big deal. Unfortunately, KayKay and Cutesy weren't too happy and decided that we obviously weren't wanted, so we went for a walk around the school.
It was a pretty cold day so we decided we would head into the library and warm ourselves up by the heater. When we went inside, an acquaintance of ours named Yanni decided to come and sit with us. He suddenly realized that it wasn't normal for our group not to be together, so he knew that something was wrong. Cookie and I decided it would probably be best not to say anything, but KayKay and Cutesy thought otherwise. "Dirty Love's single, desperate and annoying the hell out of me," is basically what KayKay said. Now, it would probably interest you to know that Yanni is really good friends with Dirty Love and Ms. USA. Yeah, bet you can guess what happened next.
Yanni decided to dob us in to Dirty Love. But this is where things got ugly: he told her that it was me who was talking about her. He didn't even mention KayKay or Cutesy. So when he told me, I immediately explained everything to Dirty Love, even the way I was feeling at that moment. Now, that wasn't even the worst of it.
When I told Dirty Love the whole truth about everything, she confronted KayKay and that was when KayKay confronted me. Now, I have to tell you, KayKay can be a scary girl when she wants to be, and did she scare me. So now, I don't think she's too happy with me and my big mouth right now, which isn't very good.
So basically now, Dirty Love and KayKay aren't talking and I'm pretty much stuck in the middle of all of this, which isn't a good place to be right now. Smart Cookie decided to stay the hell out of it so she doesn't have anyhting to worry about. But I'm glad that Dirty Love is talking to me. As a matter of fact, she told me she doesn't want to lose me as a friend, and frankly I feel the same way.
*sigh* I wish I could talk to Teddy Bear about all this but we're kind of in a tense situation right now. As a matter of fact, I have no idea where we are right now but I'm just going to leave it for now. I have more important things to deal with other than boys, like getting my friends back in order. Ms Vanity is coming back from Europe in a few weeks, so I'm hoping that things get back to the way they were when she does return. So I've just decided I'm not going to say anything anymore on the matter and stay out of it as far as I can. If I get dragged in again, prepare for all hell to break loose. Feel free to comment everyone...
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