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..this morning.

My somewhat fears from last night hit me again, so I had to talk to Neena for a bit while playing white noise to finally fall asleep. I kept waking up, checking the computer, seeing Chloe wasn't online, and going back to sleep.

When I finally did wake up, I felt silly for what I worried about..but the more I think about it, the more it's starting to nag at me x__x; which I'm not going to let it..

I just felt like typing this up to let myself know, I guess. I'm going to push it out of my mind, and keep saying, "she loves you and will stay with you no matter what", part of that anxiety training stuff...

I keep wanting to bring it up and talk to her about it, but I can't keep pestering her with every little fear and worry I have, so~ yeah. (fear is about her changing, not anything else lol) but yeah.