Well, here I am thinking about things that are going on and I just remembered it's Charity's 5th year of being gone on May 24th. It feels like it was just yesterday that it happened, and dare I say it hasn't gotten any easier. I still feel it like a fresh wound, and it's hard to understand why. I really miss her innocence, her support. She was my first everything and she'll always have that place in my heart. I told myself I wouldn't miss her but then I remembered, what it felt like being beside her. I don't love her in the sense that I'd just drop everything and be with her, but I regret not getting that last goodbye.
How she was taken from this world, I know I'll never get over it but I owe it to her to always remember the day she parted from me. I know I'm not alone, I just hope she's not either; where ever she is. If she can see this, then it's a reminder to her that I didn't forget. One day, we'll meet up. I believe that and I know she does too.
Until then... <3
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