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Tonight is the first night in forever I've actually felt alive and well. Feels good to be in high spirits and yet I wonder what caused this even though I know the answer. Maybe it's what we needed, I feel bad in a way for her because I didn't mean to snap. I didn't mean to make it sound as harsh as it did, I love her and I hope she knows it. I love her for trusting me enough to go back to see my kid for awhile... It probably took a lot for her to give me the word I needed to back track but I'm glad she did and I wish she was here with me even though she probably wouldn't care much to see the kid but it'd be nice.

She's always been there for me and I guess I never really pointed it out much but I'm lost without her when I really think about it. The past is past and the future is now, she's my future, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I love you, forever.
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