Saturday, May 27th 2006 is the day I'm keeping as a reminder of what a ******** I can be. Last night was close to one of the scariest nights I've had in awhile; the feeling of not being able to control your own mind is the most bewildering feeling you can ever feel. "It was just a joke", is what I was told.. A joke that could have killed us both. Hearing satanic things and seeing stuff come at you five times in a row isn't what I'd call a 'nice trip'. Though, as much as she had, I was afraid for her. Not to let her sleep, both of us being in that condition, but one of us having to stay awake.. Mind racing, heart beat slowed, it's as bad as the book.. She's still asleep, I'm sure she'll wake up sooner or later.
If there's anything I've learned from this, it's that I'll never do that again. </3
If there's anything I've learned from this, it's that I'll never do that again. </3
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You make me worry about you.