I don't get it.
I don't get why I do this.
This happens and I go from confused and hurt to pissed in about two seconds.
I'm not even going to ask what the hell's going on this time. I know I didn't do anything this time. If I did, well ********. I tried. Sometimes I'm just so close to saying '******** it' and get on with my life. Yet, I'm trapped. Emotions and feelings that keep me from going anywhere. Why can't I just simply erase them? Just be done with love, and the down's of it. All I know is, this isn't worth the time I lose thinking about this bull. I'm tired of being taken advantage of, tricked, lied to, and mentally slapped in the face.
********.
:/
I don't get why I do this.
This happens and I go from confused and hurt to pissed in about two seconds.
I'm not even going to ask what the hell's going on this time. I know I didn't do anything this time. If I did, well ********. I tried. Sometimes I'm just so close to saying '******** it' and get on with my life. Yet, I'm trapped. Emotions and feelings that keep me from going anywhere. Why can't I just simply erase them? Just be done with love, and the down's of it. All I know is, this isn't worth the time I lose thinking about this bull. I'm tired of being taken advantage of, tricked, lied to, and mentally slapped in the face.
********.
:/
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