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Started a skype chat with a few friends, it eventually escalated because catbug really likes attention.. but it's cool, more people is a good thing. It's slowly becoming a big skype chat palooza thing! At the very least, it'll be easier than a real chatroom to draw people in and keep them interested..

Had a fun time talking with my old friends (jess, wolfeh, etc.) and I talked to mina and catbug too. Then me & frost & mina & catbug all got into a skype call.. just, man so much fun. Frost & catbug are dating now, too.. it's kinda weird. Kinda makes me sad because sweaty balls i'm the only one alone again, right? but eh, oh well. It was a fun day overall.

Also found out that everyone apparently likes frost because he's an "ice queen", and that's why people ******** flock to him. god DAMN I was so mad that it was so simple, but I don't want to change who I am to fit that, so eh.

Got to work & chloe subtly mentioned moving out again. That really bums me the ******** out. I don't want her to leave, I can't support myself alone financially, and I don't have a vehicle or any way to get around. I'd be relying on my dad or brother 24/7.. *sigh* at that point I might as well just kill myself.

I've been trying to get Barry to move in with me, but I know he won't, even if chloe leaves, so I don't know what will happen to me. Worst case scenario, I end up being forced to move back into dads laundry room, trapped in ******** sabinal..

She always tells me we'll escape sabinal together, and she won't leave me alone here to die, but then her true intentions are betrayed when she lets it slip that she wants to move out, away from me. I get why, but ******** man, it hurts all the same. Tell me straight what's going to happen, don't lie to me and then let me suffer horribly afterwards... that's just cruel.

Also, considering dating ciel. Haven't even ******** talked to her or seen her in ages, but now that I'm single it's like, why the ******** not? Might as well give her a ******** chance, eh? :I .. idk. It's ******** weird. I actually doubt I'll even ever hear from her again, much less hear about her wanting anything to do with me, but it'd be nice.

Kya talking me into not giving up on dating foreer and finding someone "close enough" because I told her what I want is imposible... which made me smile. I missed kya, she's always been a good friend. bleh...