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I got one of my pals to do me a favor and read my love & friendship with a certain person I've had on my mind for a "little" while now. (More than a little but I don't know how long it's been since they started getting there more often and getting that much stronger so I say little. sad )

Friendship (in a nutshell)
There were jealousy and communication errors. I'm not surprised about the communication problems between the two of us, it got harder and harder to catch each other at the right times over the years then we just kind of drifted apart when we stopped being able to talk to each other. Heart giving and fear, pretty much the usual, and as always, scream I was too blind to notice anything.
Love (in a nutshell)
...See above. Communication errors, jealousy was mentioned, all that good stuff...Sheesh. Haven't actually -cried- over somebody in a few months or so now. cry Much less romantically! So you can probably imagine how annoyingly confusing things are at the moment.

Love sucks, life goes on, and we probably won't get to talk to each other ever again unless by some miracle we run into each other in reality. And yes, you don't have to tell me how pathetic it sounds to fall in love with someone online you've never met in reality, but it's not pathetic at all. It just takes a little extra work to make things last and function between the two involved.
Not, that,...I have to worry about that anymore. I'm probably sounding ubre pathetic right now so I'm just gonna...Kinda go...

P.S., Dejy? If you read this entry by some off chance? Thanks a lot, seriously; it helped a lot with the whole situation. I don't!...Really feel that much better about it...But it still helped. Thanks. *hug*