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well....the title might not make any sense but u guys will know what i mean once u read what i will or have written.....

just today i baerly notice how old i was becoming....no i didn't look myself in the mirror....i saw how old my parents where.

we where in the kitchen....my dad well a bit under stress,my sister....well being her usual self and my mom waching dishes.i was just sitting there in the kitchen table,sitting being another dead weight....i don't always help my mom...it's only a miricle that i help around the house...well i don't know.....i guess my eyes just rolled over 2 the calender and i counted the days....only 6 more days....i should be happy but no...i'm not,i looked @ my dad....the years had fallen on top of him....he had bags under his eyes...his hair wasn't that puffy black hair he had befor...no,it was now almost filled w/ white hair....and he was almost becoming bald.....my sister well...theres not much 2 say....except remember the time i had 2 go and get her of the playground @ school b/c she didn't listen 2 the teacher....she was always like that....my mom,well lets just say....she 2 is getting old....her face now looks more of the age of one who's life only depended in kepping the house neat......

and well....what 2 say about me....i can't say i'm the smartest person @ school,or am the worlds luckiest girl 4 getting almost everything i want...no....i guess what i am trying 2 write is that....i'm not realy looking foward 2 my birthday....i don't want 2 become 15.....all i say @ home is "oh my gosh!!!comic-con is coming" or"i need 2 work on my holloween costum",i always skip my birthday.....i'm sorry mom and dad....i'm sorry it tock so long 4 me 2 change.