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The End. God. I can't believe myself. I can't believe anything anymore. Why do I do this to myself? I hate myself... I hate everything. I just wish it didn't hurt so much anymore. I knew it from the beginning not to expect anything from anyone on here; not to get too close. Damnit...I led myself into the same damn trap again! I just keep repeating the same ****** mistakes. I want to cry right now, and thats what I hate the most. I'm not supposed to feel anything. I have real people for that st. Not here... It was all a lie folks...Its a funny thing you know. You meet someone...think they're nice, then they make you believe in all this lovey-dovey crap, when all you are to them is the next step in the ladder. I let him use me goddamnit. I let him do it. And it felt good too.

Posted by: .-=[P u r p l e]=-. Mon Dec 27, 2004 @ 05:08am

Goal of the moment: Acquire a Sign. Get some fans.

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Spike Badguy
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Commented on: Tue Oct 10, 2006 @ 03:31am


	I remember reading this when you made it, I did not know what to say then, and I still don't, but I won't ignore it anymore. I don't recall if I knew the sircumstances of what or who had upset you. Now I wish I did, I'd have done anything to amend it.

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