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I've been in a pretty good mood for the last several days, and it's due almost entirely to a few of my friends. I haven't had this sort of time with other people since my best friend from California...

But... Just like him, the majority of my really good friends will be leaving at the end of this year (one is going all the way to Washington, gonk ), and I still have a year of school. I have less than 3 months, and I don't want it to end... I know it will, and I'll probably never see them again. The same feelings from when I left my friend of 8 years in California are rearing their heads again, and they like anticipation.

No need to dwell on it though... I knew it was coming, and to depress both myself and them would be a complete waste of what little time I have with some of the most influential people in my life...

Not to mention, after next year, I leave my family and everyone I know to go somewhere I've yet to decide entirely. The steady and repititious portion of my fairly nice life (so far) is nearing its end, and what lies beyond is both enticing and terrifying at the same time... I only wish there was someone there with me, but you can't have everything you want...