Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Current mood: frustrated
Category: Blogging
[Typed exactly-ish like my handwriting.]
grr... school's killing me. it's actually hard. bastards. They expect me to remember things from first tri, and i can't...! i've forgotten so much! Nnn... it's hard for me to pay attention, too. i used to be able to do that if i really wanted to, but now it's killing me. The teachers aren't peachy either. Like all this s**t in James' class. WTH? When did we learn this!? i don't know any of it. we did labs all week and now she's expecting me to know a chapter? James doesn't pay attnetion, KendaLl goes too fast. ******** me. Anything i learn i forget by the next day. I just learned this circle s**t in Algebra II yesterday, but i can't remember it anymore. I just tried finishing it... Guhhh. it's all rather frustrating. My counselor told me, "WeLL, go to tutoring." Yeah, okay. BUT I UNDERSTAND IT. i don't need someone to explain it to me right ater i got out of the ******** class. i get it then. it's later after i've forgotten it. So Mom's solution to that? "Study more." Yeah, cause that's how i want to spend my free time. 24 hours of Algebra that i will NEVER use again! That doesn't interest me! THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT I WANT TO DO! But for some unexplainable reason, i have to take s**t that's not preparing me for my future. I have to take time to learn things i forget within hours instead of using that time for the things i adore. Things i want to work with. Things that are going to get me somewhere because that's what i do. Give me a paint brush. You can keep your damned calculator.
- natasha.
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