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this heart wants to beat no more
This life proven unworth to continue
soul tormented by every spark of darkness...



anyhow...i'm in no good mood, just need to relieve my self. LI won't really help so i use the journal. I havn't seen any sorts of help in months...and that is a bad thing...there is now no way to relive my self. writting isn't hellping much anymore. I'm just scared...worried...feeling useless...and unworthy. i dont' knwo what to say..i'm just a little out of it...err so much strees, i have to pretend to be happy at school or the frotn office is going to send me home. I want to cry...doesn't seem like anyone can help me, i want to go back o my old habbits, but i knwo if i do i'd be hurting a lot of people...idnk imma end this so you can stop waisting your precious time.