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I feel bad right now... confused
Why do i always bother trying...today isn't good...i saw my new shrink...cause the other one...well lets not it there. ihate seeing so many shrinks...they just make me switch at the end....err....i just got out of an argument...to say...
i'm a 14 year old sensitive teen girl that doesn't feel love and fakes smiles just to see theirs...a great mistake i do is get to close to people...to get attached so easily...i HATE losing people...especialy if they suicide. Damn it my mind can't handle so much thoughts, so much pressure...all the bull s**t the world brings!!! this life seems so meaningless and yet i try to go on. I dont' think of my own selfish desires to kill my self but of what the people that claim to care for me would feel after i did....er so confused...imma shut up now