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Disoriented
just stuff...bunch of stupidity...and none important stuff
Drop Outs...Friends...Self Hatred
I'm just goign to elaborate some stuff of how i feel at the moment.
Drop Outs:
I honestly fear that i'm goign to be one, that i'm going to have to leave school cause the factor i'm failing miserably in soem classes. only three classes out of seven i've been able to pass and keep the grades good. Biology, German, BCIS. My dad tends to get angry very fas, my mom just basicly lost hope with me. She feels my only rescue to be successfull is getting a job i dont' like, but that i'm good at.

Friends...i don't really think i have many. The ones i do really care for are the only ones i'll tend to try to stay friends with no matter what it takes me. i'd go limits of killing(mental hu). but most of the ones i hang out with i don't feel that they really care. i on;t know i'm not interested in the samethings as them any more.
We all have something we hate of ourselves..but not eveybody hates them selves entirly. I hate my self entirly. Can't help but do so...weird wasnt' always like this. err what to say...i'm not pretty...i'm not so excited on stuff, i'm just plain nutrual in most things. can't stand my self anymore

i won't waist your time anymore



Why do i love you? Why do you love me? You say you love me, but how does one do something they never learned?



 
 
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