So i was at mexico over the weak end. Boy has it changed since the last tiem i was there. on my way over there (i took the bus) all i woudl think of is of that one person i seem to love with all my heart, but doesn't and never will feel the same....didnt' sleep the entire time...spent it thinking of that person....
WEll on the first day my aunt Guadalupe and Alma had me up and adam goign travelign all over the place. and mesurements for my quince dress. (alma is my padrina de bestido, and guadalupe madrina de sapatos). At oen point i got to spen liek two hours with my dad. For the first time in YEARS we where together peacfully with out arguing...in the contrary having fun and laughing and talking, it was nice....best time we spetn together in years....(only my dad and i went). Day ends and i spent the night at my aunt guadalupe i got to see my cousins and my cousin gabby had her baby there with her. cute baby...gray eyes. next day i was with my dad once more a nice time spetn together. i got to see the rest of my family. they where all amazed for i have a sitanic emo look and they are all religion freaks. well all comes to an end and i have to take the bus to get back home on time for school. but in honest say through out the entire time there and on the busses i only thought of that person....hoping one day they'll see the type of afection i cary for them...but that wont' happen cause if the person where to find out they'd pobably stop talking to me....caus ei have a deep afection for them and only want for them to be happy even if it means fo rme to leave them alone....or somthing drastic...for them i'd wait the world...they come before sacred goemetry....anyhow....that is really mushy and unimportant...but yea mexico is so nice....so many green trees... lol not many here in the desert.....well if that person reads this i hope they don't know its them....
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