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So I’ve been thinking…about this thing we all know as love… Been going in deep thought about it.. About what it really is, the one I love, everything about it in general point I guess. It is so not understandable…everybody seems to have their own definition of it….gah its confusing. One of my friends gave me his definition, and so did a few others., but we all seem to have a different idea of it. One of my other friends also stated that this can all be a dream we live….or just not “real”. If so how “real” can love be? I know “love” tends to bring me a bunch of pain, and/or problems… And I’m still trying to figure out if love is when two people love each other equally or if its one person loving the other even if the other doesn’t… One can say they love the other all they want, but how do we know they mean it? Imma admit that if I feel a certain way and I say “I love you” to someone at that moment I wont’ mean it cause of the way I feel… also been thinking of “Soul mates” if it can happen for two people to be “meant” for one another. Or if we’re meant to be roaming around person to person…. But like said before if I marry or something…it’ll be because I really love them and think we could make it through like “Soul Mates”…And if nothing happens or nada then 1-I’m meant to be single till death 2- no such thing 3-something you can add here…
I swear if i dont' get what i REALLY DO want in life imma have "Sueños Rotos"...i swear it really does make me puke(the thought ....dont ask why cause you'd more likley not even understand...)

(and yes i do make thigns that have to do with love....cause it kills...)