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So yea lets go with story explenation...... confused with out the "yada yada's"
Okay so here is the thing...
Someone cose to me had a suicidale moment...so yea this stuff that doesn't consern you strangers was said and happened...Well through out the day i've been panicky and thinking and talking wiht my mom about goign to visit that person. Well she took me to the store to get a calling card(to call that person) the radio was being b***h....by all means the first song on was (repetative at that) was saying "why did you let him die?" over and over...i was so irritated because it was like that for like a minute...then the next song reminded me of that person big time... it was the new linkin park song "giving up" ...my mom looked at me(she knew what was going through my head with those songs)... Well at the store my mom was had to buy some stuff well after we baught the stuff she sent me out to wate for her. There was this little boy there...(know i love kids) he looked awfly familiar, but when i asked him he said he jus thad moved here a few days ago. (and i haven't left this place since yesterday but i went some where isolated and it had no little kids around). Well teh kid was selling candies saying he was just tryign to make money to have for no reason(he spoke so fast it was cute) so i bought like six candies from him. as i left he comes to me going "wait wait" and hands me this doll, a strawberry short cake one, and says "for you, thank you" i look him liek "okay?" but gave him a smile and hug thanking him. Wheni go tin the car i looked at the doll. I'm not girly or nada but it felt nice to recive this doll from him.. Something about that kid, in his eyes, i saw the person that i've been worring about all day long. how or why this kid reminded me of him i dunno, but it did. I have the doll with me right now >.<' jeje..... sweatdrop well yea it was weird...what is freakign em otu right now is that last night i dreamnt with that little boy...and well it was weird....Also right now i got more bads news, my friend cherry, he's my twin dance partner, and well we're close and well he's moving on monday.....


the little doll imma keep forever...soemthing..jsut somethign abotu that boy and this doll hit my corazon hard