Ya no aguanto!!!ERRR evil yea i'm feeling very not too happy right now, i swear keep knifes, guns, any deadly object away from me cause i'm in a freaking homicidal mood!!! And i am capable of killing someone with out remorse. but i'm also very specific with my victims....by all means the victim will be chosen, not at random. I'd take out one of my pocket knifes, the stainless steal one, restrain a person from behind show them my beauty blade, slowly stroke it down their cheek to their neck, give a small cut on their neck, let them feel the blood go down to their waist, then slit their throat completely, kiss their cheek "goodnight" and then drink their blood. Know i've been declared INSANE but more then 5 psychologists for far more worse reasons then this little thing. And yes i would actually DRINK the blood of a human being, i find it very delectable...If you are my friend or something and dont want to talk to me cause i'm to "insane" go ahead, i wont stop you.... none of you would be the first to do so. and if you stay for pittty, sympathy, or some s**t all you're gonna do is cause problems cause i HATE sypathy, pitty, and all cause it just shows the person truly doesn't give a damn....and it'd be showing you truly don't give a damn, just fear, or idiodacy
Here are my options as of right now: -Go on a killing rampage -Cut myself(i'd cut at major veins, and extremely deep) -Push EVERYONE out of my life and do things solo -sleep, but noo i just had to have sleeping problems -find a way to calm....
the last one seems very simple right? guess what NO! No one here will restrain me (hold me in a position in which i can't move at all), and talking to people...not many people know how to calm me down and the ones that do have their own problems, its a special day for them and i don't' want to ruin it(and i know they wont read this), or they aren't around..., or are to busy being dicks/bitches with me right now. I'm soo sick and tierd of having to play and pretend to be someone i'm not, to put on a smile for everyone, of people thinking i'm a "good person", of them thinking i'm very "nice", of people expecting me to just go with what they say. I'm sorry do you all seriously think I'm an idiot not to catch up or noticed why you do the things you do? why and how you manipulate people, me, the way you do? and a hell load more. Just cause my report card shows me not to be so intellectual it doesn't mean i'm an idiot!
You know what? what does it matter? All i'm doing is waisting all you people's prectious time, and elaborating thoughts, feelings you might not like, and then eventually if you really dont like me you people are gonna coward and leave...it wouldn't be anything new, if if you're a friend that is only with me cause of fear, or some other s**t just leave...i dont' need your pitty....i still hate the last kid that gave it to me...and its been almost three years, i can hold a grudge
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