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Why do i love you after all this time
Why do i love hearing your voice each chance i get
Why do i love it when you hold my hand
Why do i love lieing to protect you
Why do i love looking deep in her eyes
Why do i love to think of you so much
Why do i love how you perfectly understood who i am
Why do i love to call you even if we dont talk for five hours
Why do i love you after you broke my heart
Why do i love how you're so damn ignorant to my feelings
Why do i love hearing your crude jokes
Why do i love knowing you dont
Why do i love hearing her voice that destroyed my pride
Why do i love to hold her in my arms
Why do i love the idea i might have you for a class this year
Why do i love that damn necklace you gave me
Why do i love forgiving you for everything you do
Why do i love each hit you give me when we fight
Why do i love thinking of you
Why do i love seeing you happy if you dont deserve it
Why do i love her letter that tore down my life
Why do i love tormenting my self with the thought of your lie
Why do i love your words that kill me inside
Why do i love your thoughts if they are what i hate most
Why do i love your presence if its with bad intentions
Why do i love your idiotic ideas that never work
Why do i love her sweet touch...
Why do i love to waist my time on your pathetic feelings
Why do i love doing what you say even if i know its wrong
Why do i love to be there everytime you need a shoulder to cry on
Why do i love buying you gift after gift if you throw them away in two days!
Why do i love the pain you make me feel day after day
Why do i love protecting you if never once did you appreciate it
Why do i love it when you doubt what i say when truely i have mroe reason to doubt you
Why do i love you critizizing everything i do
Why do i love how yuo try to control my ******** life all the ******** time
Why do i love how you tr to force a religion that has no meanign to me
Why do i love you calling me the "Devil" just cause i use black
Why do i love how you betrayed me two ******** times for that b***h, after stating how you "loved" me!
Why do i love knowing you are talkign s**t behind my back all the ******** time
Why do i love giving up everythign for you, and you not doing a thing for me
Why do i love hearing your stupid arguments on how i'm a "pest" to your life
Why do i love passing by you at school after what you did to me
Why do i love killing my self over YOUR insulent mistakes
Why do i love the fact that you and me could still be together if WE didn't let those ******** idiots get in between us....
Why do i love you!?



ugh....that is dedicated to a good handfull of people.... The ones in which i states it towards a girl, well yea some of you should know who i'm talking about... Why did i make this? well like mentioned in an earlier journal i talked about a german song.. Its called Totgeliebt. That song is seriously make me think about the people i love. And i'm starting to wonder why i love some of them....I will be adding things...everytime i find one more reason to contimplate the love i have for whom ever it is dedicated to.