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The subject of personal material is within order. Thinking about it makes me slightly sick. The violation of someone's privacy has been violated, weither it be unpatriotic or no. I am pleased to see him go free.

The party was crashed by the fake leader of the Russian army. It unnerves me that he might still be out there.... Along side a traior to the american....no, the terrian people. After the clean up and the trial, my world has been turned upsidedown.

I'm going into space. I will have my company with me and my brother as well as the other company's. I am somehow filled with dread. Almost like I was being lured away by some clever devil. I did not want to leave father alone, exspecialy after the wedding incident. (which i take this time to remind you all, in case this document becomes public as well, that nothing happened at the wedding.)

I am glad that I've had Violet at my side these past few days. She is easy to talk to and very helpful. She is becoming like a sister to me. Marx....Well, he's being him. Silent and stotic as always. Yet I feel pride when I fight and walk beside him. He shall be a good......dare I say, Friend....in the future. Hammer seems happier with the release of his man. I am glad to have him as one of my Platoon leaders. Then, of course, there is Krya...

I finally told her what I had been bursting to say since I first lay eyes on her. I couldn't tell her all that I had wanted to. Then i would have sounded like a creep. I was so upset that for a moment I almost dismissed her to a diffrent Platoon, just so i wouldn't have to see her as much. (Though it would hurt me greatly.) I just wanted to make her happy. With or without me at her side. She gave me no answer but nor were my advances rejected. Maybe I have a chance with her after all. maybe this launch into space with her at my side is exsactly what I need....