But you can sky-rocket away from me...and never come back if you find another galaxy

I've felt this before. But, its so painful to be reminded every day. They're suppose to make me happy. I'm not suppose to feel this way. They're suppose to be the one that takes away all the pain. But, for some reason. No matter how happy they make me..they only make me feel horrible and sad. I've made a mistake. Please don't remind me everyday that I have hurt you and messed up everything. I know I deserve it. But I'm only human. It hurts.