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When I think about my life,
My friends,
My future;
It makes me want to puke out blood,
And suffer the way I feel every single day!
I feel like my feelings don't matter;
And soon I'll disappear into what I was meant...
Everyone around me,
Just can't understand!
I cry out to people,
But they can't see.
I scream like I'm dying,
And I'm filled with anger,
Like another being.
No one can hear me...

Maybe I'm selfish,
And maybe I'm mean.
But that doesn't compare to what I feel.
I want to hurt,
But don't have the heart...
Don't take me for granted!
There is something so close to me,
That I can feel it already;
But no matter how hard I try,
I just can't get through...