I.am.going.i.n.s.a.n.e.
And there's nothing to stop it either.
...Maybe if I could find a buuulleeet... >.>
Oh, and then some wise guy is going to tell me I need a gun. Well, ******** you rules!!!
I could choke on the bullet.
Hmph...
...What's with this... clapping in my ears!? Why is this music enjoying itself!? **Rips headphones off and breaks its pelvis!!!** FEEL IT, b***h! And wear this!!! **Puts a neckbrace on the headphones.** **Feels little satisfaction from this, but at least I can bully it and not myself now.**
Whatchya' wearin' there, f*****t? Hm? Ya' little freak! **Flicks Headphones on the ear...piece...s.**
Nnn...
NNN!!!
I really am *bored*. I don't like that word. I've never liked that word. No one should be *bored*... If you even think it, you need to find something to do to cure it... But... But... Goddamnit, what am I supposed to do!? I was reduced to cleaning my room yesterday-- Oh, I can finish that up... ... ... ...But that's not much fuuun!!! I want out of this...!
Even worse than being *bored* is this neckbrace... **Tries to glare down at it, but... uh... that's a little hard.** **...So tries harder!!!** **Breaks jaw.** **...That's not so bad.** --Aggravating b***h... It reminds me 'hey, you can't do much, caaan ya'!?' And when I go to reply it says, 'and your only escape from these four walls I ******** up! that's right, I intend to make every sleep uncomfortable aaas fuuuck!!!'
Mm... I used not to like sleep. Sleep was a waste and kept me from experiencing anything that might happen while I was asleep. Well... My dreams are far more interesting than day-to-day life, I have to admit... <.< I sleep as much as possible now.
Dude... How can kids be homeschooled? ******** hell. You bastards must be crazy. Even if you went out all day, all your friends would be in school. Whatchya' do then, sucker? I'd go out... But to what? My large, empty yard? Sit on the swing? Watch the sky go from light to dark... and yay!!! I can go back to sleep!
I don't like living in the country.
I don't like wearing a restricting collar.
I don't like liking sleep too much.
I don't like only seeing my house for three months.
I don't like this.
I don't like this at all.
I don't like that either.
******** that.
No one likes waiting...
- natasha.
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Love, Suicide, and Graves
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