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Ok yes the title sounds wierd, but I couldn't think of anything.

This one is just writing for the sake of writing. Hey I need some stuff for my story, so I'll write here to get my creative mind off it's lazy a**.

Running up and down the stairs, falling down to earth, flying up to hell. Being random is fun, and nobody will know how to react. God I've been so tired for so long.

Ever since I hit my head in January, I've been so tired, and I keep getting tired. No matter how long I sleep for, how relaxed I am, I still get tireder and tireder. I think if this keeps up I might die in my sleep. Oh god so tired.

Oh yeah, the main reason that I abide by my new philosephy is because of the one thing that I believe in with burn ferociousness. Crying.

My life hasn't been as hard as some people's, but still hard none the less. Even so I used to cry alot. Because of this I got picked on for so long. After I met my best friend that all changed, I stopped getting picked on, but I still cried. After a few things later on I started to stop crying for one main reason. Crying, in my eyes is now a sign of weakness. When you cry it's a sign of many things. A sign of giving up, an acknoledgement of defeat, a hinderence, a weakness. Crying is a pitiful way of escaping a world of pain and suffering that you have made for yourself by crying. Ok sure it's a long reason, but I believe in it. After I stopped crying I started to get depressed and moody, then I started to laugh, and now I'm smiling without a care in the world.

Blast Out: must read book soon, death note must read more

Tai says: For all those that know me in the real world, if you ever see me without a smile just hit me on the head and I'll smile again.

What I'm gunna do: try to sleep, and not cry.