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Yeah I'm just in a weird mood. Seems like this journal has become an online personal thing but eh. I'm not much for hadn writing stuff seeing as I can barely read my own hand-writing. I guess it works that no one even takes the time to read this. HA!
So I have a bunch of assignments to do yet I have absolutely 0 motivation to do them. That always happens with me. I get an assignment due in like three weeks and I wait till like the final week to do it.
It's not that I don't have the time to do it, it's just that I'm not motivated to do it. It's like a chore to me. And if it doesn't interest me? Forget about it, I leave it to the night or a few hours before.
It's starting to get like that in general too, I mean I'm not motivated to do much of anything these days.
I don't know why, maybe I'm lacking sleep or actual insightful converstation in my life. Back when I was living with my sister (had to move out for schooling) I would actually have someone to talk to. NOw she's busy with work and I don't really want to scare off any of my new friends by telling them what I'm really thinking. I mean I could call her but she's got way too much work.
I know she has way to much to do because she even took a vacation from the mutal game we both play. She never does that, no matter what. So, I'm going to leave her alone with my rants.
Anyone else ever feel like that? (not really expecting an answer mind you). I mean I hate not feeling motivated but I don't know what I can do to become motivated. And I hate having no one to talk to because I kind of need a friend or family member to talk to.
Ah. c'est la vie I guess. I'll just have to work around it and try to get stuff done that I need to get done at my own pace. The good news is I just made like 150,000 gold in the matter of like 2 days. That's what happens when you clear out an inventory with tonnes of crud...ha.
Comment me, question me, PM me. I'm always open for discussion which seems to be lacking in all forums.